Chronicles of My Philosophical Journey

Update: This blog was originally created to chronicle my journey into religious humanism. However, that journey unexpected lead me down a different path. Therefore, Humanism is no longer the point of this blog, nor would I say it is my philosophy.

Monday, May 26, 2008

It's been a while!

Not sure anyone is reading this - BUT - it has been a while!
Many things have changed - new job - and many things have stayed the same.
I recently heard Andrew Bernstein speak (again - saw him last year as well) and am reading his "Capitalist Manifesto" book. The lecture was focused on goverment schools.

I am also in the process of reading Tara Smith's Ayn Rand's Noramtive Ethics.


Not sure what I am going to do with this blog - I have enjoyed writing it, but haven't had a lot of time to write. Once I figured out what direction I want to go, I will start writing again.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Craig Biddle on "Living Purposefully"

Saturday night my husband and I had the opportunity to listen to Craig Biddle. the Editor of The Objectivist Standard, give a speech on how to live purposefully. It was a really good presentation, and althought the concept seems to be common sense, he was able to offer the Objectivist perspective on it.

Maybe later when I have time I can write up a synopsis of the talk.
I must say Craig was an engaging speaker, and very friendly. I only had a short conversation with him near the end of the night, but he certainly is a very approachable fellow, and a great voice for Objectivism.

Last night I was surprised by a good friend that went ahead and purchased a gift subscription to TOS for us. I cannot wait to get the next issue!

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Fall in TX

It is finally getting a little cooler here in TX. It almost actually feels like fall! Too bad we don't actually have foilage down here like there is in New England. I do miss the colors. The KaPOW! of the orange, reds, and yellows of the leaves on the trees up there is just beautiful.

Ah well...

Friday, September 29, 2006

Better Off Dead

I have been informed that it would be easier for some people if I was dead and faithful than alive and an infidel.
Go figure.
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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Pleasant Discovery

I was speaking with one of my sisters on the phone today, and it turns out that she read Atlas Shrugged about a year ago, and has interest in Rand's philosophy. She told me she doesn't agree 100% with Objectivism, but it sounds like she is at least keeping an open mind, and even has one of her books of essays.

It was a pleasant discovery, to find a relative that has read something of Rand's work. I haven't really brought it up with any of my siblings. Mostly because I have only been studying it for a short while, but also because I don't want to be seen as jumping from one ship (religion) to another. I think, given the religious background we are from, it would be an honest mistake for many of my siblings to come to that conclusion.

Anyhoo...it made me happy to hear that. Well, to speak to my sister in general too, and hear that she is doing okay.
(And if you are reading this: come visit me next year!)

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Objectivism: Almost a Year Later

So here it is, the nearly the end of September, 2006.
It's been almost a year since I started attending the North Texas Objectivist Society, and studying Objectivism. I have read a lot of books by Rand, both her fiction and non fiction, as well as other authors, and done a lot of study.
I am still attending an OPAR study group, and participate in the discussion board on NTOS's meetup site, and occaisionally Objectivism Online. (The fellow that started that site also attends NTOS and is a great guy btw.)

So would I consider myself an Objectivist now? No, not yet. Though I have a much better grasp of the philosophy than I did last year, or even a few months ago, I wouldn't say that just yet. I would still say I am a student of Objectivism.

Well, in the company of my friends that are Objectivist, I may kid and say I am an OIT: Objectivist in Training.

Not sure if I mentioned it before...and too lazy to look it up right now, but my husband found The Early Ayn Rand Reader at Half Price books. It is full of some of her early short stories, and most of them are quite enjoyable. I had often wondered if Ayn Rand was a fan of O. Henry, and this book confirmed that she was.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Vandals have come a calling

At the end of July, I purchased a new car. Well not a brand new car, but it was pretty new for me, a 2001. I have never EVER had a car that new. And it is a sporty thing, a Mustang. I have never had a car that fun, nor cool.

My husband and I realized we needed another car because we enrolled our youngest two kids in a private Montessori school several miles away from home. My husband was also about to start classes at the local college, and it would really be too much on him to have to do all the driving. And, it kinda sucks to be stuck at home with out a car all day. Orignially we were just going to save up a couple of thousand dollars and get a decent but cheap vehicle. But the more I thought of it, the more I realized that with the nasty heat (40 days over 100 this summer), and the fact I would be carting little children around many miles several times a week, it would probably be wiser to spend the cash to get a decent car.

So, I hopped online, and looked around. I started sending my husband links of Mustangs, saying "Hahaha, this is what we need." I was kidding, because I didn't want to spend a lot of money. We went to the local Carmax. Didn't really see anything that I liked and could afford with decent gas mileage. They did have a couple of Mustangs, though...and the prices weren't bad, but still, we decided we should go to another Carmax and see what they had in stock.

Well, truth be told, I saw a neat blue Mustang, that was really cheap, and I was smitten. I did look around the rest of the lot, and there was nothing else with decent gas mileage that was as cool for the same price. (Unless I wanted to get a icky Ford Focus. Sure, sure, it was a 2004, but who wants to pay that much for a Focus when you can have a Mustang for the same payment?)

I was all excited, because I was able to get the car loan on my own. This shouldn't be a big deal, but for the past few years I was self employed, and it didn't fair well for this kind of thing. But here I was, feeling like a grown up, getting a cool car FINALLY.

I felt like a Kellog's Frosted Mini-Wheat: The kid in me was excited because it was a sports car, and the adult in me was pleased because it got good gas mileage because its only a 6 cylinder.

Anyhoo.....my first payment is due next week. All was going well...until....

2 nights ago some @#$)%$_% decided that a piece of concrete they found lying somewhere would look better in my car than on the ground. So they hurled it through my back window. The punk didn't even try to break in the car. Whoever it was just wanted to vandalize something.

According to the police officer that wrote up the report the next morning several other cars were hit in the night. I spent a long time carefully picking up glass and vacuuming it out, and today taped on a plastic sheet until I can replaced the window next week.

It angers me because people can be such pricks. The police officer said to me "If we find the kid or kids that did this, the parents are responsible up to $5000, but they usually don't have the money." I didn't say anything. But I was thinking: I don't care about that. If they find who did this, they will pay me back. I don't care if they have to pay me back $5 a week until the debt is paid. There is no excuse. I don't care if the person that did this was high on drugs or molested by the neighbor's cat. It's just wrong, and even if it was some 15 year old kid, they should be held responsible. I am not looking for anything more than justice. (I must admit, I did have thoughts of a beating...but it passed.)

ANYWAY...it's just a car, but it was a bit of a symbol of accomplishment for me. I finally had something that I had wanted for a very long time that I could afford (barely, true, hahah.)

I must say though, it is amazing how clear a view you have in the rear view mirror when there is no window.